rip hw, you crazy dude

hey guys I just wanted to share with you the last thing that Tyrrin (HW) sent me.

http://www.orkfia-portal.com/costadesol-unplugged(clean).mp3

omg i am reading only now. i was already wondering why everybody had is the alli discription. jezus i dont know what to say...

rest in peace mate

acwder did he made that song?

don't think so, he wrote this:

Here are a few poems that Chris (Hawkwing) wrote, a few of many.

~Untitled~


All things must come to an end, as the spirit burns from within...
death rains upon us as we look upon the field of a once great and bloody battle,
as we wonder if it was real or a dream, do we kill or
do we only think we have one something that has yet to even begin...
will we wake only to find we have slept sweating a fever?
or blink truely opening our eyes to the reality that we have killed those around us,
for the pure sport of it. time, fate, love, honor, destiny, hate, all things which keep us alive,
keep us human. or do they destroy us, making us into something less or more than human?
we are what we make ourselves to be, or are we no more than pawns; in an endless game of chess?
in the end we decide our fate, in the end when we die, have we done all we wanted,
have we done what was needed, or have we done what was foretold?
Life is what you make it Live not by other’s words but by what you hold in your heart to be truth.
Things are never what they appear to be, trust your feelings not your eyes, trust what is inside of you,
inside of all of us. Feel people with your mind, do they feel kind, gentle, angry, happy, sad?
relax let your words portray what you feel, without saying how you feel.
in the end look for inner peace, for serenity, for a serene state of mind.


~Soaring On The Wings Of A Guardian~

Flying around the world seeing what I can see, Upon these Wings..
Watching love and beauty form and Swirl below..
As if one would touch it.. it would shatter and disappear..
Such Delicate Grace and Beauty such as this twas unfortold
This Unforeseen feeling.. that holds me tight within It’s grip.
So strong.. and yet gentle.. guiding my heart,
Showing me the way,
To my Dreams..
Dreams that I hold Close, and Dear.
Such feelings I dared not have.
Trying to erase all the pain and sorrow
That I Felt inside..
Hiding what I Want, What I Love, What I See, What I Dream.
Upon These Wings I fly, into the Unknown..
Let there be not sadness nor sorrow
But Love and Beauty, Caring and Compassion, Diginity and Grace.
Such are my Wishes and Thoughts This Day,
Fore When I am through, All I hath said is True.
Let this be a window unto my heart
For those who seek, understanding.
Life is What You make it, Let not Other’s decide Your Fate,
Your Destiny is Yours to Weave.
Follow Your heart, do what You believe is right, and true.
Honor, Respect, and Obligation, this world has forgotten these things.


These among other can be found on his Myspace page located at:
http://www.myspace.com/tsuluscianis

Thank you for sharing Acwder it is what he would have wanted us to do. Not mourn his passing but celebrate his life and honor all the happy memories we have of him. For though he is no longer with us...no one can take our memories away.

It has been two days and it still feels so unreal. He was a great friend and wonderful guy. The world is much the lesser for his passing. Gods...to that he was supposed to call me when he got home. You will be missed my friend. Always.

On a personal note, thank you to all that remember him and keep his memory alive. Thank you most of all Saura. I appreciate the updates and am glad that you could tell me. Always here for you no matter what.

I close this message by saying an old line he and I said many many times.

“Penny for your thoughts?”
“Gods no man...that is likely cursed or something.”

LoL, he did say that Sentrosi, he had his reasons..but you nailed it on the head.

Man I'm going to miss his puns...

Chris's Funeral will be this Sunday. There will be visitation at 1pm and services will be held at 2pm.

If anyone is interested in attending please PM me in game or at aurorastar83@hotmail.com for details. I'm not expecting anyone to be able to make this trip, so don't feel bad if you can't attend.

Please keep his family and friends in your thoughts this weekend though, and have fun, celebrate, its what he would have wanted.

I wish to pay him some type of tribute, my idea is to either create a new race Hawks with Hawkwing as elite unit or something like that, if anyone else has a better idea how to pay tribute and to have something to remember him of please get in touch.

~A sad Acwder

maybe we should do that to in AATW?

Is that you McDanish :o

How about a spell for the bird races names after him.

And im sorry to hear of your friends passing. Its never easy to deal with the lose of a loved one no matter how much or little it was.
  Just remember most people say that if they die they wouldnt want you to be sad for them but be happy and proud of them for who they where and what they did.
  So try and lift your head for one day you will see that friend when you too make that trip to the gates of heaven.
And when you both see each other the first thing he will say is it's good to see you again my friend and thank you for celibrating my life.

well said sinister. couldn't have said it any better. i offer my condolences but you should also try to relive the moments that you guys shared with HW

Very Well said indeed. But Hawkwing (Chris) favorite race was spirits. So I think dedicating something about them to him would serve him best.

i think a spell as a dedication to his passing is appropriate but i dunno.

What about renaming one of the units? (Hawk spirits or spiritHawk) but then again that would total go away from the spirits and more like the birds. hmm.....

What about something called C.H.Spirit give the spirits insite or vision spells a bit more power to see more than they normaly should?

As requested by an old ORKFiA family member to be posted. :)
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Dear Hawkwing,

Not an easy death after not an easy life.

I pray there are waiting two beautiful wings for you and, that wherever you went, you will find peace and happiness there.

I will always treasure your blue flame rose.

Marilin.

// No words come through

Dear Hawkwing,

It has been a long time
since we spoke
which shouldnt be a surpise since i
lost my voice

that fatal day
it took it all away
forever
my right to speak

no more chatter will come
out of this mouth of mine
i just might shatter and break
dare i not to speak

but no words come through
no way to reach to you
to say words that are true
that you will be missed, here too

-From friend long gone

~[vet]ali